6:30 am rise...

Guess I'll start my day, had a rough sleep though that's what I get for going to sleep cranky (fuggin nocturnal cats)...shitty dreams. Seen people in my dreams that were from my past, old thinking that can't be bothered with these days cause I'm really past it. Old feelings got revisited again, sucks that I had to see the shiftiness of some old friends thinking. Their truth behind their actions, the fact that people pose as friends but behind your back their finding ways to fuk you over. People are competitive, and it's good to have that edge to push you to further your skills and life but to have jealousy manifest into competition is really nasty stuff. You would start to make up things in your mind to justify your actions, go to extremes to rally support, make up shit, spread gossip...It becomes a sorta political campaign in this popularity riding you're trying to claim. I know, it sounds a lot like high school all over again...these days I'd rather (A) Keep to myself, keep my circle small and work on what I need to do everyday to elevate in my consciousness then (B) Sit around and hate. It takes a lot more energy to hate then to love, and that shit fuel is expensive these days. Ain't nobody got time for that...#WORD but tbh kindness really goes a long way it opens a connection to everything around you. Try it might just transform your life in wondrous ways. #HA!ve an awesome day!!