About to go to sleep...

So I get a call earlier today from the manager from the sex shop, and was told I didn't make it through the probationary stage and I didn't fit in the company's makeup...So I'm like,"What did I do? Or too many things happened during my shifts? That stuff was beyond my control. I wasn't trained to deal with that shit!" Lol I was thinking perhaps I didn't make the dildo sales quota, but shit I tried my best to sell as many sex toys as I could...with general knowledge I think I did pretty good. I had to boshit most of the time but I made sales still haha.

So now fast forward I'm laying in bed wondering about doing some work but realized hey maybe this is a blessing in disguise. My time just freed up I really think I gotta take some time for myself and just chill, not do anything, be at peace and centre my energy. Cause I'm usually on the go go go, I generate a lot of energy and I know how to. People around me know that, I know it...I feed off it and channel that noise.

Life has been crazy but everything I ever wanted to do is slowly forming in front of my eyes, staying focused on the endgame and managing my time efficiently. Doing my best in anything I do '100'...1000 these days it feels like. Sometimes things you think are bad happen and you realize fuk you just need some time to chill the fuk out. #WORD